I have had so many thoughts circulating in my head these past few days. I'll be moving this Friday and will begin my new job on Monday. I'm nervous, anxious, excited, and hopeful all at the same time while also being overwhelmed. I think things will go great and I am very optimistic, plus I want to build for my future.
Today I went by the hospital to say goodbye to my coworkers that I have had for the past few years. It wasn't very emotional, very structured, very low-key, and encouraging. I know what I've learned, who I've met, and I'm glad to be done with school and looking forward.
Over the past years things have really hit rock bottom with the diagnosis of breast cancer for my mother, to her losing her employment of 30 years and seeing my family struggle. It's all been very tough but has given me life lessons that will only help me in the future.
On a side note, I am watching the season 7 premiere of American Idol right now (TiVo'ed) and it is so hilarious. I see a Carrie Underwood hopeful and so far she has my eye, we'll see if she makes it this year. More than likely, the next time I blog I will be in my new place, new employment, new life outlook, and undergoing a "life makeover" if you will. This blog will outline my steps where I want to be in a year from now. That entry will be made probably later tonight, that way I can look back and see where I am now (was to my future self), where I want to be, and how I am progressing. A blog entry worth many tears and emotions I know it will be. But for now, I am wrapping this one up.
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